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[03.27.25] hello its me again
Feeling: odd .... Listening to: secret music
GOODNESS ME!!!!! hello everyone,, I honestly dont knwo why im writing a blog post right now but I guess I will roll with it.. ugggm,mmmm... I have been really Kyle Gallner obsessed lately like its insane. He is SO BEAUTIFUL!!!!! I could seriously stare into his eyes for HOURS! they are so sad all the time and I am so obsessed with it. I also love his stories on instagram he is so funny with the little devil things he draws on his face.. ver4y scary kyle thank you.
I would say my favorite movie of his is a tie between ' The Passenger ' (2023) and ' Strange Darling ' (2023) .. I guess 2023 was a good year for Kyle Gallner movies.. anywho if you dont know these movies PLEASSEEEEEN IM BEGGIJNG YOU go watch them they are seiously amazing I loved the,m both so much.... Kyle is an amazing actor he plays every character so beautifully It seriously makes me cry and throw up everywhere.
Speaking of actors..... I am making a sculpture for my art class and I am very exited to say it is based off of my love Willem Dafoe! I cant promise that it will look like him but the thought is there.. I am really worried though because my exibition is on April 10th and I just started this sculpture so I doubt Ill finish it in time but whatever.... I need to pump out art to put it the show or else I will DIE and EXPLODE!!! and my teacher will look at me sadly probably...
but yeah thats whats going on with me right now... I am still in that homework hole but Im choosing happiness and ignoring it until I cant anymore.. I think my major problem is my lack of sleep, I get to school tired and do very little work there and then I come home tired and take a nap and then I stay up late as hell due to the nap but im still too tired to do work or do a significant ammount of work so I just work on my site or mindlessly watch movies or youtube... god this is unrfortunate. Hopefully I will get my act together but considering the patterns of these blogs I doubt that. Anyways love you have a good night! its 12:39 am at the moment........
(P.S. enjoy the kyle g photos... i seriously love this guy so much hes awsome...)
[02.20.25] HELL MONTH . . .
Feeling: Pretty Bad .... Listening to: my fanHello again everyone... or at least hello to whoever is reading this :3
I POSTED THIS ON ADCCIDENT AND IT WASNT FINISHED SO PLEASE IGNORE THAT IF YOU SAW IT............ anyway.. this month had been SO BAD. I dont want to #vent even though this is mmyy blog just because ive been so freaked and in my head but just know i am going crazy.... i will say that i have SOME hopes that I can pull through but i dont know we will see.. ive been updating my website alot more which is nice and i have a project for school i get to work on which is fun.. I might post some photos and processs stuff but idk. I a praying i get better because im seriously going insane all i do is sleep and im in such a big hole homework wise that i have NO idea how im going to get out because i havent chipped away at any of it ill be frank or at least not significantly so its so over....
anyway im done thank you for reading this i hope you have a good day or night i should probably wash my face and go slep its 2 am right now gaahhh watever bye guys :P
[01.01.25] HAPPY NEW YEAR?? WAAT!!
Feeling: Pretty Good .... Watching: Moomins and the Comet ChaseOMG??? this year is done.... I cant believe it! it went by so fast! I didnt manage to write an entry after christmas but I shall write about it now!!
My christmas was pretty good!! My father cooked and it was ssoosos amazing i cried veyr hard/... this year i recived NEW roller skates (+ accesories), my smiski lamp, my NEW KEYBOARD!!!!! (with mulan switches) and my freaking MUD AND SLUDGE Q HAYASHIDA ART BOOK OMGG!!!!!! technically it was bouhght after christmas but we can count it becasue my aunt bought it for me she is so super sweet.. I also got a ton of clothes so i got to give away my old stuff which was very needed.. what else... uggmm we celebrated my brothers birthday which was a lot of fun.... ALSO MY OTHER AUNT COMPLETED MY DOROHEDORO COLECTTION OMG..... she is so sweet also!! I love my aunts they are all so cool... ANOTHER THING!! after chriostmas I saw NOSFERATU!!! I was with my pal mari and her siblings and it was so good i liked it alot robbert eggers is an amazing director ouggghhhh also willem dafoe my love was SOO GOOOD!! as always... also one last thing.. Me and my pals are doing a secret santa but we havent switched yet so we will probably do that next week or this week idk... I think that is it for christmas.. ONTO HANUKKAH!
OKAY! thius is be a bit shorteer but i went to a hanukkah festival with my mom and aunt and uncle yesterday and oh my goodness was it bad... it was held by the city and a local jewish center but i fear the city did most the work because it was so bad.. funny bad but you know.. they had these guys spining fire and they kept dropping it and then they had a bunch of city officals speak and they kept repeating the same speach about the story of hanukkah as if they need to explain it to a sea of jewish people... it was really funnny but the icing onn the cake was when they has a holocaust surviver speak which was really beautiful AND THEY CUT HIM OFFF MID SPEACH?? insane dude... ANYWAYS!! now onto new years..
THIS NEW YEARS WAS SO FUN!! me and my friends went to the downtown area of where we live and we got some food and we watched the fir3eworks!!! it was so much fun to hang out with them i lvoe my firends so much.... I was hoping to see my art techer there but unfortunetyl he wasnt.. OHMY ANOTHER THING I DROVE ON THE FREEWAY THE OTHER DAY IT WAS SO FUN!! locking in on getting my license finally goodness... SOON! uggmmm back on track... New years was so fun we watched 'Happy New Year, Charlie Brown' and 'Snoopy Presents: For Auld Lang Syne'!!! My dearest mari is very into snoopy right now so this was very fun to watch with her. HMMM WHAT ELSE! OHYU!! my friend Joob went to build a beaar before we hung out and HE GOT POMPOMPURIN TO COMPLETE HIS ADAM AND LAWRENCE BUILD A BEARS!! so cuteness.... I also have pompom and chococat BAB's but my pompom is the zombie one.... alternate universe adam and lawrence if you will.... sorry that was evil joke... ANYWYA im so happy for him i love my Joob he is so awsome also.. okay now i will put photos of new years and chistmas and hanukkah stuff for FUN!! YAY!!! 
[12.16.24] I love buying things
Feeling: Okay... .... Listening to: Kimya Dawson
This week is finals and i am dreading it but i am also very exited for break so i am conflicted... pray I pass my math and history finals eveeryone.... ANYWAY I bought a plush from Niblets Novelties AND HE ARRIVED TODAY!!! I bought the medic plush and he is so perfect i love him and his big head. I also bought the chococat build a bear on saturday when I went to LA with my aunt so that was AWSOME!! he is also super fat i love him lots. Some more things Ive bought as of late are the chinchilla LPS #340 , Tanuki Monchichi, and uggmmm thats it me thinks.. The chinchilla lps came and i am SO JOYUS it is my dream lps... he is sitting on my desk right now shout out to him. The tanuki monchichi is unfortunatly not here yet but he will be soon... he is litterally my dream monchichi also so i am also so happy and exited for that,,, thank you to my friend mia for sending me the mercari listing . I will add photos of them when they get here or maybe make a new post we shall see.. he should be here on the 21st!
Another thing!!!! I am HOPEFULLY getting snakebites after christmas... (spoiler aqlert I DIDNT GET THEM!!!!!!!) I need to study for my finals sosoossoo badly its hurting me but I am number one SLACKER! gah...... anyways wish me luck I have litterally no finals tommorow but wednesday is my hell day because i have math and history so ouugghghh i need to study..... okay goodnight everyone i have to clean my clothes and lock in.. BYE!!!
[11.29.24] Im filled with dread
Feeling: BAD .... Talking to: Ein and Finntoday was good at first but it took a very dark turn when i went to the freaking mall... I was coding this morning with my lovely ein which was awsome... and then i went to the vet to get shots done on my foster kittens (went very well by the way) and this old lady asked to hold one of our kittens and the kitten was doing SO WELL!!! it was beautiful.. but anyway i went to the malll after to pick up a body spray i bought and then i shopped around with my mama and then IT FREAKING BROKE IN HER PURSE....... i felt so bad ouggggg i am going to buy her a new purse for christmas dont worry but ougg i feel so bad and i had to return my body spray and i cleaned her purse contents but ogugg goodneesss,,....
anywho i have been yerning to smell yummy after i got suger cookie deoderont and i am so sad i cant smeell yummy.. perhaps this is the universe telling me not to get that perticular scent because i was unsure how i felt about it but i bought it since it was on sale but now ive been smelling it all day on my hands and i like it so i am not sure!!!!! hmm what else..... i talked to Einnn and Finnnn again today very awsome in fact i am talking to them right now and they make my day better by ALOT!!! i didnt do my homework today though so i am lowk screwing myself over by ALOT sooooo uggmmmmm.... yeah.. i willl update if i find it in my heart to actually do my homework but i am not sure... thank you for reading 
[11.25.24] First freaking entry waaaaat
Feeling: Good .... Watching: YoutubeI have finally decided on a way to make my blog look AWSOMEM... this shall be my first entry and im really exited to start updating this more often!! i was struggling really hard because i wanted to use iframes for the blog but they were way too confusing!! maybe one day i will learn to use them because i think they would make the blog look awsome-r but for now i think the layout looks pretty good!
Should i start by talking about my day...?? perhaps... today was pretty good!! i celebrated my moms birthday, i helped prepare for thanksgiving, and i also called my pals Ein and Finn!! (very exiting stuf) one thing i did not do was my compsci homework.... i am like 10 lessons behiend and im supposed to be catching up over break but i have NOT EVEN STARTED!!!! i am number one procrastanator oug... its so annoying too because the work is so easy and mindless i can litterally put on a movie or show and just code and i will probably be done within a day or two. i WILL do this on friday and saturday you better watch out..
Anyway.. what else can i talk about.... OH! i need to figure out if i need a new keyboard or not, i think it would be nice but the real problem is deciding what color and switches i want.. im sure ill decide by tomorrow. AlSO i am so close to completing my dorohedoro collectioon i am so exited.. I think im going to try to compplete it this year so i can loook at it and feel joy again. what else.... im not too sure... i think im going to end this entry with some silly photos... ENJOY!!!!!!
